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[06 Mar 2005|06:01pm] Not using this journal anymore. Have a new one.   satanateurbaby or http://www.livejournal.com/users/satanateurbaby/ add me or whatever Inside My Mind

[15 Feb 2005|03:28pm] Yup, Still grounded. Yes, it blows. Mr.Brightside by the Killers...mmmmmmm<3 Therapy again tonight, my muscles ache from my therapist putting me on new stuff. Isnt it funny that the word rapist is in therapist. kind of ironic. Anywho my therapist is amazing, me and her sit and talk all the time, she is such an awesome person and she helps me alot. I think my new workout buddy is gonna be there tonight, he says that hes gonna go the same times I do *shrug* whatever floats his boat. VICA competition tomorrow, Im kinda nervous, I wanna make it past SCCC, I really really really wanna make it to Saracuse(sp?) Plus its like a huge party there and you meet people from around the state and go to a dance and shit. uhm......Tonight I hope my folks go out for dinner again. I enjoy being home alone...alot. You should call me, because imma be bored, and I feel imma need someone to talk to or else I shall go insane. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....bye. 1 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

[13 Feb 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | refreshed ] I suppose I should update. I got grounded. From the computer. I probably will only get on in the mornings to check everything. Yesterday I went over to Amandas house around 4. It was fun. We were making sure everything was good for when the guys got there. Then the guys got there. We knew that they were at the front door so we made courtney go down first, hahaha we're such assholes. Justin gave amanda flowers and Adam gave me flowers, 13 to be exact, I asked him not to get me a dozen roses cause there expensive, so instead he got me 13. haha what a dork. Then we watched the notebook, I cried. Alot, I cried because the movie was sad and because of everything, just everything I need to get out and vent on came out in the tears. So Adam gave me other gifts. a stuffed dog<3 , a stuffed bear fucking a sheep<mmm3, a bunch of bananas!!<33333333, and an amazing poem(shhhh) The rest of the night was just perfect in every way possible. Adam is amazing, soooooooo amazing, I love him to death. So today I went back home cause amanda had to babysit. But then I called up Justin and Adam to see if Adam wanted to meet my mom. So they came and picked me up and we went to the pet store where my mother was located. She likes him, alot, and that makes me very happy. From there we took Adam home *sniff*. Then Justin and I drove back, having another one of our talks, this time, my part was not negitive *gasp* I got Home and Amanda Snyder showed up 5 minutes later, we went to rotterdam mall where there was everyone and their mothers. She got Aaron a V-day present that I actually found and picked out for him. So I reside here, home, last place I wanna be. I have to read half of a book today-ugh. so i shall go lay in my bed and read untill someone calls me, which i hope someone will because i am massivly bored. Yeah, so since I wont be on hardly at all, call me, or leave a message on here if your not able to call me*like my online homies* 3 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

[14 Jan 2005|03:11pm] You Are 17 Years Old 17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? Inside My Mind

[12 Jan 2005|06:48pm] 12 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

[07 Jan 2005|07:09am] [ mood | blah ] Oi www.attention-def.com   go there. check them out. also join the message board cause im on it and Im God. 5 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

[25 Dec 2004|09:38pm] [ mood | sick ] Christmas was fun, I got a digi camera..... ( Pics ) Tomorrow I shall be going to the mall and spend all the money I got. woo. 6 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

[25 Dec 2004|11:39am] I got a Fuckin Digi Camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   expect pictures sooooon!!<3333 2 The Phantom of the Opera is here | Inside My Mind

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